hi, firstly would like to say 'yay' for my term test results ! : D hehhe. though there are still many careless mistakes here and there ... and there is one of test days that i actually forgotten to bring my calculator in!! smart ass of me ): so calculation all mentally. which.... causes careless mistakes in the end *Sighs* anyways i finally realised that maths is my best subject maybe because im a double maths student ... so can understand maths faster and easier (: for the other two subs, its not difficult to understand, just that the lecturers teach very fast and making everything seems so complicated. anyways heng got e-lectures videos online. so yay its a good start for academics. however, life is forever and ever and ever unfair, for no reasons, on the other hand, i have got myself in deep shits by having none of my project mates doing anything for the project except talking cock. and when i mean by talking cock, i really mean it. these two people are such Humongous asses and recently got the cheek to tell my project teacher that we split the work up equally. which is totally chee bye lan jiao shit ok. walau !! the moment these words enter my ears, omg that surge of hot and fiery steam was on the brim, just a split second moment for it to overflow out ok. feel like slapping these two fucking freeloaders each time i see them. argh ! i was the one who wrote the full 800 report, though with the help of my miracle mouse *smirk * *smirk* , but still, the ideas came from me. i did the intial piece and my miracle mouse edited for me so yeah. combine and stuff. then when finally going to submit. if not i will really end up killing these two idiots. the day before these two fucking cb lj couple says want to have a look and correct my grammars mistakes since my o lvl score is a D7. i was like seriously? editing my grammar mistakes wont give the credits that you two did contribute to the group can -.-  the whole idea from the head to to is from me. just like a set meal. i prepared the main course, dessert and you two fucking bird brains only do the pre-appetizer?! argh! *bangs wall 1000 times* and then when teacher says who did the most and who edited and type the whole report out, this fucking xmm trying to act like very matured dares to say in front of me to the teacher that we shared the work equally !!!!!!! *roll eyes 10000 times* sometimes i feel like telling straight to the teacher about the behind scenes. but, seriously, end of the day, the teacher will still ask three of us to sit down and talk and yep, thinking that shaking hands infront of the teacher eyes would means everything is over. so afterall its useless. so thats why many thingys i endure and endure and still enduring -.-" everyday see this project mate in school is like vomitting 1000 times in my mind, flirting with the other project mate in front of me how gross can that be?

anyways, too much have to get digested into my body. so i would rather not to digest anything. close one of my eyes if possible, in fact, im closing both of eyes now. but oh well. my wish now is to get into AEG, separated from them. a brand new class, a real new start. i strongly believed that this is definitely not my original start in poly life. thats why i know my projects cannot be revised like other subs, its a project so if im doing all the jobs, it wont be perfect cause its only one brain working.while other groups have like 3 brains working normally tgt. so sure lose to them one. so project i really let the nature take its courses. but still will do what i can. then the rest... yeah. im not god, there is a limit. so my other subs must be super good.

end of year exams aims:

em 1 full marks
dfund1 90%
ckt 95%

there is a coming up maths quiz coming up in next mon and i hope to get full marks.

everybody may say its impossible. but let me do it. im a very stubborn woman. probably nobody can beats me for that : x
 so far im rank 6 in my class, i will shift 3 position. and hopefully the first. but one step at a time.
anyways today this bitch she lost 15% for nothing cause last week she didnt turn up for one english test. and she has no mc so haha to her. (: and she is rank 7 in class, still dare to complains to me her studies no good. seriously.. im only one percent higher than her only. whats the fuss? no balls that you can surpass me by 2 percent/ hahah, lets see. shall not get myself carried too far yet. so i shall put a fullstop here. temporary. lets wait for another 2 months. (; everything will then be reveal. and a confirmation of where my real start begins, cheers. :P