sch is like a total rubbish. not worth to mention for today.


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dont knoe think jus coz u are smart everything is always in ur way. i tell u , no way!
i hate you. one day, i believe . retribution is coming soon on its way to u. watch its coming. don cry.
or else u are even much more worse than a lousy loser. L
i will not endure like some other retards do, i going to burst as and when i like. so watch it, loser. in terms of study, u maybe the winner for the day. but in terms of others, u are definitely a loser. be careful.

suddenly i dont feel like going to sch.
that feeling had been troubling me for like a couples of weeks.
is going to insane soon. the real insane is really coming up if nth is going to change for the better.
sigh.
why there are some ppl who can live so much better than me?
living in a perfect world, perfect parents, perfect friends, perfect results....
i envy those ppl, seriously. no financial problems. don hav to worry for a single thing. jus freely be herself/himself.
this may seems like a fairy tale, but i had come across ppl who are like that. on the streets. almost everywhere i think.
sigh. ok.
i knoe the front part is boring. but that wat i feel recently. thinking again and again, in class, at home, doing hw.
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doing project now. the dnt project. sigh. i don really collected the materials for the crutches project. so far i only got toliet rolls and cardboard.
sigh. pathetic. maybe im really not good at doing such thingys. going to watch tv. will continue 2moro. i think.
bye, ppl. (:

hellos. im rushing out of time.
so i will jus type i very short post.

sch was like normal, wasn't fun at all. stay-ed back wit Connie and went round the national lib to do nth. talk and talk over there, read some retarded stories books and went back home. i think thats all. bye ppl. (:

hellos. sch is boring today.
i don think i hav anything to post currently.
playing stupid games now.
bye.


i don understand u. i dislike the giv and take feeling u giv me.

okay;;; i knoe for the past few days i didnt update. coz my father banned me frm using.
he said that i hav to finish up all my hw b4 using.
ok.
yesterday:
did my hw. nth much.
sat:
had ndp. and was raining. but the trainers only let us go into the shelter when the rain was super heavy.): of course i was all wet. went back into the holding area-F1 pit(air-cn).
i was freezing inside.
i thought i was gonna get froze bite. coz my feets were shivering.
got scolded............sg.sdgh.dfhgdfsgjfvnsdvhdfvgdnspvihd.
!@$#@%$^$%&%%#@%!#@#!~

reached home bout 11.30pm, bathed, eat supper and sleep.
today:
had another bored day in sch.
only during math lesson there were sth interesting.
the rest of the periods were all bored to the core.
went home straight after sch.
ok, thats all for today.
bye. will be uploading photos if im free(:

sch's boring recently. i don knoe why. jus don hav that kind of mood to hav fun like others.
sigh*
i don knoe why this happens to me but i jus feel it that way.
DnT lessons for the first 3 periods. need to do a show and tell. pair work . it doesnt hav anything special or anything to interest me. sigh*
class is boring all the way after recess.
so i didnt really pay much attention to the person talking. math double period was pathetic.
i didnt really get that damn formula and steps into my brain. most slightly my brain cells are all gone or died somewhere.
i knoe if this goes on my grades will drop even further. but i really don hav that kind of damn motivation to push me or sth):
anyways my day is pretty sad for today also.
hope 2moro is a better day for me. sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.
bye. ppl.

'frustrated' is the best word i can find to describe my day.
ok. i shall not elaborate till so obvious in case that person is too sensitive.
you are lame.
idiotic.
i knoe i shouldnt talk ppl like this but its true.
sometimes its very hard to communicate with you, i think.
and you also giv me hopes and then ltr destroy it.
like those kind of giv and take feeling.
im a human who have emotions, thoughts and feelings. if u don wan me. think of my feelings and im not a toy for u to 'pass' around like a ball.
think through twice before u start anything stupid or lame act.
don blame me for this. im jus speaking wat i feel bout u.
im referring to a person. stop guessing around who is it. if i feel like telling then i will say eventually. im in a foul mood. don provoke me.
bye.