grinding my teeth and moving straight forward as far as possible. Just like a a robot with no thoughts, no emotions, no feelings, thinking: what is physical pain? So long as the core of myself is not affected, the 'shells' can all be shed for all i care.


 You ain't worth to even be called a bitch.




What would it be like if I'm living during war times? Will my life get better than now?
Will I see who should be part of my life and who to be vanish out from my life? Simply because during wars, it's life and death matters. It is easy to see who will help you and who will protect their lives only. However, it is getting more and more diminished to differentiate it in today's life. At least in war, though life is tough but there are hardly any what i would refer as 'plastic friendships'. There is either friendships or 'enemy-ships'. Everything is so clear cut ...