YOUR.JULIET - Miss Murder

2010年10月28日木曜日

A home that will always have warmth and peace, that will always supports you whenever you fall .
Its the biggest blessing that one could ever have.
However, there are some who are rich in wealth but poor in having a complete home.
And this will be part of building one's personality. Therefore, don judge him/her just because of the appearance attitude he
or she has, understand what's behind the scenes before you set your
judgments.

Had to see 3 teachers today together with my parents. its was a total disaster when i got my result slips.
And yet, i still have the cheeks to tell my mother that i wont be joining her for breakfast because i have guides -home makers practice, followed by Vietnam trip briefing.
Results is already like bullshit and yet i still dare to go for my CCA. SIGH. Had round 1,2,3 Yesterday, and then tonight will be my last round.
I only have few more hours to prepare for it. Most importantly, should i drop or not? 3 teachers had asked me or rather suggest me to let go of it.
Can anyone tell me what should i do?
Im seriously LOST. Though i have my goal but im LOST in my DIRECTIONS.

but if i drop all my effort and time spent will be wasted. and moreover, this is the path that i chose in the beginning i shouldnt give up half way so easily. and my principles doesnt not allow such thingys as giving up.
nevermind, im gonna use my very last resort before i make my decision.

seriously, i hope the thingys will not push till i only have one and only option left - death.
because i had more than enough of everythingy this year.

bye, readers.

You shall perish after graduation.

2010年10月22日金曜日

finally exams are over.
results are out too.
was quite disappointed with my bullshit results.
and the weirdest thingy is that i use one full day to study geo.
and many days for math.
but in the end i fail math and pass geo.
this is way too hilarious.
and guess wat, i was rank 4 for chinese which is only few ranks higher than her. omg. how did her chinese get till so good.
i bet she is another closet mugger.
oh well, this year 2010 is a sad year for me, little ups and many downs. few months later it will be ending and the new year 2011 will arrive.
hope that it will be a better year for me. and i cant allow her to win me . seeing her face makes me wanna puke.
suddenly i feel relieved that everybody have the same thoughts as me bout her(:
sigh. ):

was actually going out with sophia and zoey to teo heng today, but it was all ruined. just because my mother say got bad weather. ):
sighsighsigh.
i shall make use of this long holiday to try and push every subjects up as high as possible.
opefully i can stick to my plans. however, i need to rest too. i need a break. this year is the most hardworking year i hav ever been in, ever since i was in this class, everythingy was moving so fast that i had to run to in order to catch up and couldnt even afford to miss jus a day's lesson as everybody is competing with marks here and there. its damn scary comparing my class to others. i cant afford her to win me, argh!!!! humph!!
i shall listen to some songs now. if not, i may end up bashing her the moment i see her on monday(:
im off(:

You shall perish after graduation.