tears streamed down.
i regretted telling u my personal stuff, i thought by telling u, u will understand wat im going through but the outcome seems to be different from wat i expected. not only u didnt understand wat im going through, u even join in the fun, yea? well done.
i thought u are different frm the others as u knoe more bout me than any other ppl. but it seems that i trusted the wrong person and expected too much from u. u will get out of my life. sickening person. all cause of u. forget it. u may think that im unreasonable after today but think all u wan. as long as i knoe wat im doing, its fine.
ur sucha disappointment to me., but well, since u didnt get along wit me in class too, we might as well see each other as strangers.
say all u wan on fb, its not going to affect me on either sides of my life. because ur the faker who fake thingys. alot of ppl knoes bout ur interesting stories. (: and don be a backstabbers. thats a low life job.
bye.
You shall perish after graduation.
had a long day today.
during lessons were simply boring and yawning all the way.
after sch went bowling wit M,J,TH,LD and S.
omg, it was so easy to bowl over there. compared to marina square. marina square for certain reason i cant really bowl straight. but here it was so easy. played 2 game.
took photos wit don knoe who's camera.then went to mac gossip chatted from here to there. and went to take bus together. LD and TH went off first as they take different bus from the rest.
chatted all the way till my stop. knew quite a lot of infos too (:
(:
shit, 2moro hav class photo taking. sigh. i will jus take. damn it. why teachers are still teaching after exams? sigh. will hav to go sch everyday.
ok, thats all. bye.
do u think that ur that handsome?
You shall perish after graduation.
went to watever bullshit naval base open house today. actually i wasnt going but then michelle and this lisha went to took all my belongings and put here and there. ):
and the most hilarious thingy was that my reply slip was like a shit thingy.
the whole paper was tore into don knoe wat bullshit. and the paper was very crumpled. and irwin was like at there laughing at my paper. clapping hands too. like as if its sth worth clapping. -.-
anyways was pretty hot there. totally no shelter. sad):
i was separated frm my class and went wit hope 3-3 and mr chin. we went to the swift rescue, quite fun. get to take lift inside the ship and took photos wit the captain. quite cool the whole ship.
then went to play this shooting game. the gun was super heavy i was jus shooting everywhere all the time till it was game over. (:
but my class i think they played more thingy than me as for the swift rescue thingy, we queue for like half an hour. super longggggg.
then finally took bus back to sch. and slept in the bus while returning to the sch. but i still feel quite tired after that sleeping thingy. i almost fall when i was coming out of the bus, scare me.
then home sweet home.
going out 2moro again. hope it will be a better day for me.
bye.
You shall perish after graduation.
exams results are OUT!!!!
didnt really did well. i was shock that i got a 'B' grade for my combined science. as through all the tests i had, i didnt really scored high.
math was disaster. e math i still manage to pass. but a math. i got a wonderful mark which i had nvr thought i would get it in my whole life. so yea.
geo was seriously by luck. i was actually failing by few marks but the teacher rounded it off to the passing marks. good yea? certain teacher wouldnt even bother to do such thingy. but still im one of the lowest in class and have to really pull my socks highighhigh up or i will really drop class next year. since i made it to 3-1, i will do my best to maintain myself in this class. though im not really ......... wit the ppl here.
english was also disaster, paper 2 jus passed by few marks. sit.writing was not as wat i expected.
compo was even worse.
only poa and social studies marks are unknown.
hope i can pass them. and plus CA added to all the subs. hope that i pass overall. well my a math i don really hav much hope. but i at least hope i will get distinction for chinese and poa.
sigh. there nth i can do bout my pathetic results. but to worked hard for the next coming up exams which is the EOY exam. i hope i can make a big improvement on my double math and my geo.my english and social studies is by luck. combined science is also by luck but i manage to memorise certain thingy inside my head.
poa i wan to get distinction.
and lastly chinese i wan to get a high distinction. (:
i hope im not too greedy. but even if im, there is someone who is more greedy than me(:
thats all. giv me luck for 2moro's results.
but there was one thingy i find it ridiculous. i lost to u for this sub and u still trying to deny the fact that ur better than me. stop those sarcasm for goodness sake. ur better mean ur better don try to be hyumble and say that actually when overall is added i will be higher than u coz u are being pulled down by the CA. ur assignments are so much better than me wit the help of ur tutor while i hav to depend everythingy on my own. count ur blessings okay? stop complaining that u will lose to me when CA are added overall stuff. i will not buy that kind of lousy story. jus admit it. its better to be honest than faking/telling ppl that u surely get pulled down till very low marks when the evidence prove that u arent that bad. if u really wanna to say such fake stuff. im super willing to exchange our results for the sub. and when we exchange make sure u don cry to mama telling her this and that. since u said im better than u when its the other way round.
You shall perish after graduation.
was at home using com the whole day coz seriously there isnt much to do when exams are over. its jus im having too much time per day those kind of feeling. seeing novels now are like seeing my textbooks/notes given by teachers so don really hav the mood to continue reading novels. and maybe im not coming to sch one tues. or im jus turning up for those days where im suppose to get my bullshit results. seeing u ppl everyday is like a torture to me. especially you, you, you, you, you&you. and also im both a freak and a sore eye in u ppl's eyes. so i might as well stay at home, though its seriously boring but at least i feel comfortable than seeing u ppl faces.like this, it benefits both sides. but bear in mind, by doing this i'm not saying that im a coward hiding frm u ppl, im jus sick and tired of seeing u ppl doing 'thingys'. and its at my own will. not u ppl.
You shall perish after graduation.
finally exams are over.
doesnt mean that troubles are gone too. they are back. to find me. and then i will hav to deal wit them alone. sigh. theres far too many thingy i regretted last dec holidays and this year. sigh i really the life im living in now. its sucks. but, i will not resign to such a fate. jus wait and see while changes are being made. for now, i jus wan to knoe how much i got. and hopefully get some awesome results back though i don hav much confident for every sub.
today.
went to marina square wit lina, played bowling. and i strike. (: yay! but li na wasnt too bad. went to mac to buy sundae and home sweet home .
for now, i jus wan to get back my results and then i can really relax and breathe in some fresh air a bit. or not im going to go crazy, somehow.
i didnt knoe ur so bitchy. to think u doesnt wan to tell me bout it, i hav to even find out frm other class student to knoe wats going on. wats going on in this class?!
You shall perish after graduation.
WATS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD MAN?!
grr... anyways.
but then nvrtheless. i hav fnish 4 papers in 2 days. now i need to focus on my ath, geo, ss and sci. poa. i will leave it till i hav the time.
sigh. but im not in study mode. damn it. everytime exams are im always ALWAYS!!! lazy. -.-""
sigh. totally don hav the mood to study. i hav been using com frm afternoon non stop till now alrd and im still at amath TYS while other ppl hav finish it and start doing the e maths TYS alrd.
sigh. maybe i will really drop class.
wish me good luck ppl. thanks.
i don think ur a bad fren. i jus don understand u.
You shall perish after graduation.
