Friend. From that moment when we are closer, it started. Whatever you do. Wherever you are I just can't stop peeking or whatever you call that. I want to know everything. Sounds like a pervert but its those lingering. I have been cheating myself saying that its temporary, but till today its been a couple of years. Rumors about you and other person saddens me but each time I want to bury everything. You gave me that shot and the cycle goes on and on
Till now. Its a temptation. A yearn. Whatever you describe it. .sometimes Just want to let it out and tell you how i feel . But probably it's a scorpio thingy, I just tend to keep everything and before I knew it, its like a couple of years passed and soon gonna graduate. When will it end, or have a clear line. Whether to end or start? I can't go on every day like this. You once were lonely after your stuff with the one before the current one and asked me to join. I felt like finally somebody wants to recognise me and the whole idea sounds cool. Until you found somebody to be your best. Then the distance between us gets from close to far; hot to cold. Woah. Ok. Enough. I don know how to handle this but nvm, the year Is ending. I believe I can forget it if I put in more effort. I don suppose we will end up in the same sch or even if really, it will definitely not be the same class. Plsplspls . No more those.. Im always prepared to be a loner. Toodles .