Well, the Miss Murder is back :D Everything is fine, breathing well, surviving until now. Great, lets get things started (: It's already 12:46AM, wonder how long will i take to complete this compact story from the last post till now. Lastly, so for neglecting this platform for so long but it has always been on my list whenever I want to express myself loudly, in the ways of mine. Just some time issues that caused the super long paused of my ongoing posts D: Well, luckily i do not know any consistent readers who are forever waiting for my next posts, thats a good point actually haha. (BHB mode)
hmmm, there is so many things i want to say and express.. recently just got to learnt that i cant really express myself in my own ways 100 % . it maybe carefree to you but the consequences is totally hellish. and i encounter it a couple of times, the number of times may increase if i dont control.
But this is so restricted. i cant even express and say what i want. even to this unexpected person that popped out in my life, he also cant take it at certain times. its kinda funny when im here trying to express myself as clearly as possible and there you are say you cant stand the way i talk.. then am i suppose to hire a professional and teach me how to say it in a proper command of english and pleasant tone? thats so unnatural already okay ! but since im back here, lets push everything aside and go back to the wild me xD . 100% jmaiillusion mode! (sometimes i just feel.. i cant be the me as before.. ever since i enter poly. its fucking suckish to be 'forced' to change.)
Ever since end of poly sem 1.1,
argh. my eyes. sorry again. i really got to resttttttt. its like 1.18AM why time passed so fast?!
TBC....
You shall perish after graduation.
