its nvr your turn to do sth.

That Day

2012-01-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

Hi, took this back today. congrats to those who had done well, and "it's not the end of the world" for those who did less well.

I'm not afraid to say that I belong to the latter as I don't believe that I can be beaten down so easily just because of one subject and a piece of paper to judge my ability in life.

However, i will still put on my very best for other subjects and will not let this to affect me moving on. Even if I don't do well academically, I believed there are still other aspects in life for me to succeed on. Though life will be interestingly tough if I don't produced a good O Level certificate this year but I will still clench my fists, grind my teeth and move on as quickly as possible.

When it comes to emotions, no matter how strong a person is, there will always be tears flowing.

This is part of life which i have probably understand it today.

toodles

People don't just come out mean. It all depends on how they were treated or raised. Understanding what's behind the scenes is most important.

happy moments

2012-01-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

Work Experience:

science center:

salvation army:

clay moments in school:

2011-12-19T17:34:00.001+08:00

hi, got back my N Level results, sort of disappointed. but anyways i will work extremely hard for next year. For now, i just hope i can get what i want for my O Level E maths.
some recent photos:

at marina oriental

how sad is life for the person standing while jerry is sitting there comfortably

connie and i broke the record ! 711 !! yay!

2011-12-19T17:20:00.001+08:00

Hi, went to Genting as you can see from the photos, had lots of fun and here are somemore pictures :

went to KL daiso and saw this

pizza dough


Teluk Intan-songgailimong ( don know how to spell)"s char kway teow

but all in all, S'pore is still the best. Probably my body suits more to s'pore environment. cause, i got sick the few days after i came back D; vomitted and had fever.

anyways i learnt quite alot of thingys from this trip and know my cousins better(:

toodles.

thingys i do

2011-12-08T22:10:00.001+08:00

Let the photos talk themselves. Only when i have time, i will elaborate~


gonna sleep now. good night .

What i finally realized,

2011-09-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

Hello.
had Graduation Service today. However, i don feel the atmosphere.
Was quite surprised that Mr Wong was on the screen wishing my class the good luck stuff. Anyways, im thankful for what all the teachers had done for today's presentation.
Few weeks ago, i got that EAGLES award form of nomination by Miss Ng, that moment, i just feel that finally someone sees and acknowledges my effort and loyalty towards my CCA. however, she should had given me last year, as to be frank, i didn't went for anything this year as it was all optional. If i knew this earlier, i would have...
sigh. Even though, some people maybe not be able to see my effort and concern for them. i shall be in slience. For i think i had done more than enough. Whether you realize it or not, it's how much you see me in your eyes.Just like today for an instant.
N lvl continuing on 3rd of oct, I just want the time to fly and get both good cert out of this school. As i have no particular great memories in here. But certain friends i will nvr forget them, i hope i will be able to keep close contact with them forever.
As for you, i take back what i said that time and i hope you have made a wise decision. Anyways may our path crosses each other's in future.
this shall be the last post till after my 'O' maths. till then i will update again(: Toodles.

2011-09-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

我不哭，不闹，不笑，不怒，但不代表我什么都不知道。你有这么精明，我也没那么笨。

2011-09-18T19:29:00.001+08:00

hello everybody. its been for months and moths since i updated. i shall post some photos first;D

fyi : enqi lantern kanna FIRE!;D

i wanted to upload more photos but my computer is damn lag now. Anyways, had 3 n papers, chinese, english and ss. The others will be starting in oct 3. I hope all my friends can come back for sec 5. sigh. how i wish EMB3 can be deducted for 2 points from cca points. then more ppl can come back for sec 5.

have fun with Dionis, Emily, Wun Teng, Bei Bei and En Qi on Lantern Festival ;D Did so many crazy thingys. and the best thingy is that many of it were my first time doing(:I hope after n there will be an official animal outing;D

Went out quite with this clique quite often recently.

hmmm, whether to go prom night or not is a good question. I'll reconsider it(:

Cant think of anything to type for now, so let's end here for this post(: good luck for everybody who is taking 'N' or 'O' level this year;7

2011-08-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

Went to watch morte carlo and xmen first class. I'm really hopeless. I need to score well in lifeand academically. I'm closing both eyes on certain thingys. Because I believe that retribution will come eventually.

2011-06-20T17:16:00.002+08:00

i have played too much):

WAY TOO MUCH.

PLANTS VS ZOMBIES, RESTAURANT CITY, WATCHED FINISHED DRAMAS AFTER DRAMAS, ETC. JUST CANT STOP TO GO ON AND ON. THE TEMPTATION~~ OH, LORDY~~ ANYWAYS IM GONNA STOP. HAVE STOPPED QUITE A COUPLES OF THINGYS. IM STILL NOT SATISFIED YET. AS THOUGHT I STOP IT, BUT IM NOT CONCENTRATING ON MY WORK 100%. MY MIND ALWAYS GO OFFLINE WHEN I DO MY WORK. ARGH!! I NEED TO RESIST!! MEMORIZE IS THE BASIC WAY OF STUDYING. THIS TAUGHT BY ONE OF THE DRAMAS I WATCHED(:
ANYWAYS, WILL POST PICTURES ON MY NEXT POST. CANT DECIDE WHAT PHOTOS TO UPLOAD IN THIS POST. SO LETS LEAVE IT FOR THE NEXT ONE(:
再见！有缘再见（；

2011-05-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

So sick and tired of being part of this. Nobody js willing to stand for me and no evidence prove that I'm the culprit. So why am I the one who is finding the truth. Don't you want to sit down and clarify? I'm even dreaming about this because 90% of my mind is thinking about this. Its like so damn hilarious. I just hope you would listen to both parties stories and not one sided. Well, thingys seems to go haywire ever since I detest her, I will stop everything from now but that doesn't mean I like her. Having cramps today and such thingys are stuck in my brain. What a wonderful day I had. My life is way too amazing.

2011-05-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

The luxurious place I went for the bbq party.

My current favorite snack:)

Hi. Today was the last paper for me. I couldn't balance anything. I will really buck up during the june holidays I promise. I hope I can get back the marks I used to get for POA or even higher if possible. :-\ this time I will succeed and I want to succeed. I will not give a damn whether you people want to take me as a foe or friend. As long as you don interrupt my life. I've had enough.

2011-05-02T12:32:00.001+08:00

Hi. I have been quite into the GE 2011 recently.
It was really competitive, the atmosphere was so tense that this year's election is the most competitive throughout the previous ones.
Maybe this year the opposition party will win. I have watch the videos about the different rally speeches. Especially, nichole seah, tin pei ling and chiam see tong speeches.
May the holy lord blessed the right party to win.
Hahaha.:-) I'm gonna bath noww. Good luck everyone!

2011-05-01T15:03:00.001+08:00

EVEN THOUGH IM HAPPY, MY HEART IS STILL EMPTY.
Anyways. Exams had finally arrived. I have taken both of my language papers. I wrote rubbish for both english and chinese paper 1 and couldn't really understand the compre open ended in chinese paper 2.
4papers down. Upcoming papers are social studies and emaths paper2. I can't lose to herrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid holland streetttttttt.
Wish me best of luck people:Đ

2011-04-30T10:18:00.001+08:00

Memories.

2011-03-16T12:28:00.001+08:00

Hi im just trying out the app in my phone. So cool.;-) I can blog on my phone!

2011-02-12T19:31:00.005+08:00

hi, its been a long day and long time since i post.
im finally experiencing sec 4s life. i've decided to continue taking amath .
life will be tough for me both this and next year. actually, that goes without saying. but all i hope is that i can have 'breaks' in between for me to breathe. even if its a short one, i will not mind either.
all i can do is do what i can, forget about my goals not entirely, but just not so concentrate on them. because sometimes in life, when one concentrates too much on the goals one wants, sometimes, the outcome is opposite or you will somehow cannot get to your goals.
i had made new friends too. or rather i got to knoe them better. however, i had kind of lost another friend. well, i dont know how to explain the situation but i really hope she will optimistic as time goes by and learn how to think as a 'big' picture' . i really want to give her some of my courage to her so that she will stand up for herself when necessary and how to defend herself in terms of emotional or psychological . okay, got to go, im done with what i wanna say.
HW TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

AS FOR YOU, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU SERIOUSLY, EVERYDAY. I HAVE TO DISTRACT MYSELF WITH STUPID STUFF SO THAT WE WONT BUMP INTO EACH OTHER OR TALK. I REALIZE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE WELL WITH YOU. SIMPLE GREETING FROM YOU I KNOW HOW TO RESPOND BACK. BUT IF THE CONVERSATION GOES ANY LONGER, IM AFRAID SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN. AS I SAID, TILL WHEN WE GRADUATE, I WILL REVEAL EVERYTHING. BUT IF YOU'VE ALREADY GOT YOURSELF A PARTNER BY THEN, THEN IT JUST PROVEN. ALL OF THE THINGS I'VE THOUGHT IS JUST SIMPLY MY WISHFUL THINKING...

2010-12-20T19:46:00.006+08:00

hi people im back.
its been a real long time, anyways, i will make it short.
many had happened.
relationships between friends, familes has soured.
my life has never changed.
its always sad. and turning even sadder day by day.
unfortunately, people do not understand why im like that. as i said nobody can read anybody's mind. so.... i cant blame them too.
but if they are sharp enough, they should know .
so, in conclusion i have found plastic friends and plastic families
but nevertheless, i have gained lots of experience and fun i had in vietnam, i supposed that is my best memory throughout this whole holiday.
soon, school will be starting in bout few weeks time, and i will have already harden my heart and ears at that time. i seriously need some luck for next year. (:
and probably, few more true friends and less troubles for me.
thats all, bye people. (;

2010-10-28T18:15:00.003+08:00

A home that will always have warmth and peace, that will always supports you whenever you fall .
Its the biggest blessing that one could ever have.
However, there are some who are rich in wealth but poor in having a complete home.
And this will be part of building one's personality. Therefore, don judge him/her just because of the appearance attitude he
or she has, understand what's behind the scenes before you set your
judgments.

Had to see 3 teachers today together with my parents. its was a total disaster when i got my result slips.
And yet, i still have the cheeks to tell my mother that i wont be joining her for breakfast because i have guides -home makers practice, followed by Vietnam trip briefing.
Results is already like bullshit and yet i still dare to go for my CCA. SIGH. Had round 1,2,3 Yesterday, and then tonight will be my last round.
I only have few more hours to prepare for it. Most importantly, should i drop or not? 3 teachers had asked me or rather suggest me to let go of it.
Can anyone tell me what should i do?
Im seriously LOST. Though i have my goal but im LOST in my DIRECTIONS.

but if i drop all my effort and time spent will be wasted. and moreover, this is the path that i chose in the beginning i shouldnt give up half way so easily. and my principles doesnt not allow such thingys as giving up.
nevermind, im gonna use my very last resort before i make my decision.

seriously, i hope the thingys will not push till i only have one and only option left - death.
because i had more than enough of everythingy this year.

bye, readers.

2010-10-22T20:16:00.002+08:00

finally exams are over.
results are out too.
was quite disappointed with my bullshit results.
and the weirdest thingy is that i use one full day to study geo.
and many days for math.
but in the end i fail math and pass geo.
this is way too hilarious.
and guess wat, i was rank 4 for chinese which is only few ranks higher than her. omg. how did her chinese get till so good.
i bet she is another closet mugger.
oh well, this year 2010 is a sad year for me, little ups and many downs. few months later it will be ending and the new year 2011 will arrive.
hope that it will be a better year for me. and i cant allow her to win me . seeing her face makes me wanna puke.
suddenly i feel relieved that everybody have the same thoughts as me bout her(:
sigh. ):

was actually going out with sophia and zoey to teo heng today, but it was all ruined. just because my mother say got bad weather. ):
sighsighsigh.
i shall make use of this long holiday to try and push every subjects up as high as possible.
opefully i can stick to my plans. however, i need to rest too. i need a break. this year is the most hardworking year i hav ever been in, ever since i was in this class, everythingy was moving so fast that i had to run to in order to catch up and couldnt even afford to miss jus a day's lesson as everybody is competing with marks here and there. its damn scary comparing my class to others. i cant afford her to win me, argh!!!! humph!!
i shall listen to some songs now. if not, i may end up bashing her the moment i see her on monday(:
im off(:

2010-08-15T15:35:00.002+08:00

i knoe i hadnt been posting anythingy since the last post. as im busy. super busy.
anyways, celebrated national day on 9/8/10 at marina bay with ppl. they boys left early only left dionis, me and joanne. after that went pasta mania at bugis and drank flat white. then home sweet home. that day, only the fireworks was interesting. and worse of the worst, lady gaga's songs were played even on national day. omg. eerie rite? i suspect the organiser is a Satan worshipper. hahaha.
these few days, i don knoe wats wrong with me. my mind its like out of control. unexplainable. and finally, i understand it means by: a leopard cannot change its spots. yesterday, was a miserable day for me. i wan to forget everythingy for the time being.
wats family love? it seems to be out of my world. it can never be friends with me.
lastly, i need to forget it. stop coming into my mind.
bye.

2010-07-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

im sick and tired. of hw. argh. so many thingy happen recently. argh!!

2010-07-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

hwhwhwhw here and there. ): sigh. gonna be killed by hw soon.
i don get wat my math teacher is teaching!!!
argh!! this year is a horrible year to me. none of the days in this year is a good day to me.
but im not gonna resign to fate. gtg do hw now. again. ):

2010-07-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

i had a miserable day .
its time for my life to have a real big change.
-focus on my studies.
-dump redundant things on one side.
-ignore those arrogant ppl
-ignore those who scold me with interesting words. coz the more interesting they scold, their retribution will be bigger.
-be myself
i will live my life in my style. as long as i like it, i will not be bothered by those idiot comments. thats all i wan to declare.

2010-07-02T20:44:00.001+08:00

finally had guides today.
i was wishing that when it was my turn the internet access will break down or something like it couldnt work properly.
haha. it really work. i hope it will be successful throughout the whole presentation on this coming wed.
going to watch tv now. and gardening 2moro. (:
thats all, bye.

2010-06-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL START 2MORO! IDIOT.
its seems like jus 5 mins past to me. but in fact its 1 month alrd. -.-
my ppt..............................................
i'm doomed. bye.
ppl. wish me good luck. i think the teachers will come after me one by one with a chopper in their hands. and the next day u will see my big name in the headlines of all newspapers. ):

2010-06-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

i will be going to camp from 2moro till friday.
omg, im still stuck wit my ppt. ): im seriously doomed!
my hw!! omg. im dead. i should bang my head against the wall.
watever. im gonna throw my he aside. i still feels that ppt is more important for now./ (:
wish me good luck, people!

2010-06-13T10:29:00.004+08:00

its been a super long time ever since i last post somethingy.
watever it is, this post will be a super long post.

went to KL on 4 june to 6 june. and went back to teluk intan from 7 to 9 june. went back to singapore on 9 june morning.
nothing much on 4 june.
5 june:
went out wit my cousin from 10am in the morning till 8plus.
was really a long time ever since i went out for so long. but still it nvr break my record.
the longest time i went out was morning 8 to bout 10 plus in the night(:
anyways 2 of her frens join us. one call sam? another xin yan?
i don really knoe their name coz first time seeing them.
four of us went watch movie: marmaduke(i don knoe how to spell).
then went bowling and got a super huge bruise on one of my thighs.):
then window shopping for a super long time. went king gary for dinner. saw some 'lalas' and lastly my cousin frens want to buy pen drive(we call it thumb drive) then accompany them go buy and took monorail followed by rapid bus back to where my cousin park her car in that free parking lot.
then she drove me back to my another cousin house. walked me all the way to the unit, scared that i don knoe the way. but i knew it.
really thank her for 'baby sitting' me the whole day. as actually she get to go genting. but coz of certain reason, she had to 'babysit' me. ):
anyways end of the day, i visited 3 shopping malls in a day. the shoes over there are so pretty. but the price. alamak. i almost fainted at the price.
6 june: my mother and i went to teluk intan and stay at my 4th aunt house.
then went to 3rd aunt house and hav lunch and then 'move house' again. move to my big aunt's
eldest daughter-in-law house all the way to 9 june. that period was where i knew bout tarot cards. my big aunt daughter-in-law eldest daughter had the cards. and she knoes how to use it. i was like amazing. then watch the mysteries of love in Cantonese version everyday till 9 june. interesting.
finally 9 june had arrived they sent us to the bus terminal to wait for the bus to singapore. super sad.
but nevertheless, i really enjoyed that period wit them. we did super idiot stuff together and more.
reached singapore at bout 6 . reached home at bout 7 plus. coz of traffic jam. then parents sigh..... again. and i didnt really enjoy that night dinner. sucks totally.
and my grandma is coming back today. sigh.
and more interesting stories bout my family is going to happen. sigh.
when will all this end?
):

2010-05-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

tears streamed down.

i regretted telling u my personal stuff, i thought by telling u, u will understand wat im going through but the outcome seems to be different from wat i expected. not only u didnt understand wat im going through, u even join in the fun, yea? well done.
i thought u are different frm the others as u knoe more bout me than any other ppl. but it seems that i trusted the wrong person and expected too much from u. u will get out of my life. sickening person. all cause of u. forget it. u may think that im unreasonable after today but think all u wan. as long as i knoe wat im doing, its fine.
ur sucha disappointment to me., but well, since u didnt get along wit me in class too, we might as well see each other as strangers.

say all u wan on fb, its not going to affect me on either sides of my life. because ur the faker who fake thingys. alot of ppl knoes bout ur interesting stories. (: and don be a backstabbers. thats a low life job.

bye.

2010-05-24T21:02:00.002+08:00

had a long day today.
during lessons were simply boring and yawning all the way.
after sch went bowling wit M,J,TH,LD and S.
omg, it was so easy to bowl over there. compared to marina square. marina square for certain reason i cant really bowl straight. but here it was so easy. played 2 game.
took photos wit don knoe who's camera.then went to mac gossip chatted from here to there. and went to take bus together. LD and TH went off first as they take different bus from the rest.
chatted all the way till my stop. knew quite a lot of infos too (:
(:
shit, 2moro hav class photo taking. sigh. i will jus take. damn it. why teachers are still teaching after exams? sigh. will hav to go sch everyday.
ok, thats all. bye.

do u think that ur that handsome?

2010-05-21T20:43:00.002+08:00

went to watever bullshit naval base open house today. actually i wasnt going but then michelle and this lisha went to took all my belongings and put here and there. ):
and the most hilarious thingy was that my reply slip was like a shit thingy.
the whole paper was tore into don knoe wat bullshit. and the paper was very crumpled. and irwin was like at there laughing at my paper. clapping hands too. like as if its sth worth clapping. -.-
anyways was pretty hot there. totally no shelter. sad):
i was separated frm my class and went wit hope 3-3 and mr chin. we went to the swift rescue, quite fun. get to take lift inside the ship and took photos wit the captain. quite cool the whole ship.
then went to play this shooting game. the gun was super heavy i was jus shooting everywhere all the time till it was game over. (:
but my class i think they played more thingy than me as for the swift rescue thingy, we queue for like half an hour. super longggggg.
then finally took bus back to sch. and slept in the bus while returning to the sch. but i still feel quite tired after that sleeping thingy. i almost fall when i was coming out of the bus, scare me.
then home sweet home.
going out 2moro again. hope it will be a better day for me.
bye.

2010-05-18T19:19:00.003+08:00

exams results are OUT!!!!

didnt really did well. i was shock that i got a 'B' grade for my combined science. as through all the tests i had, i didnt really scored high.

math was disaster. e math i still manage to pass. but a math. i got a wonderful mark which i had nvr thought i would get it in my whole life. so yea.
geo was seriously by luck. i was actually failing by few marks but the teacher rounded it off to the passing marks. good yea? certain teacher wouldnt even bother to do such thingy. but still im one of the lowest in class and have to really pull my socks highighhigh up or i will really drop class next year. since i made it to 3-1, i will do my best to maintain myself in this class. though im not really ......... wit the ppl here.

english was also disaster, paper 2 jus passed by few marks. sit.writing was not as wat i expected.
compo was even worse.
only poa and social studies marks are unknown.
hope i can pass them. and plus CA added to all the subs. hope that i pass overall. well my a math i don really hav much hope. but i at least hope i will get distinction for chinese and poa.
sigh. there nth i can do bout my pathetic results. but to worked hard for the next coming up exams which is the EOY exam. i hope i can make a big improvement on my double math and my geo.my english and social studies is by luck. combined science is also by luck but i manage to memorise certain thingy inside my head.
poa i wan to get distinction.
and lastly chinese i wan to get a high distinction. (:
i hope im not too greedy. but even if im, there is someone who is more greedy than me(:
thats all. giv me luck for 2moro's results.

but there was one thingy i find it ridiculous. i lost to u for this sub and u still trying to deny the fact that ur better than me. stop those sarcasm for goodness sake. ur better mean ur better don try to be hyumble and say that actually when overall is added i will be higher than u coz u are being pulled down by the CA. ur assignments are so much better than me wit the help of ur tutor while i hav to depend everythingy on my own. count ur blessings okay? stop complaining that u will lose to me when CA are added overall stuff. i will not buy that kind of lousy story. jus admit it. its better to be honest than faking/telling ppl that u surely get pulled down till very low marks when the evidence prove that u arent that bad. if u really wanna to say such fake stuff. im super willing to exchange our results for the sub. and when we exchange make sure u don cry to mama telling her this and that. since u said im better than u when its the other way round.

2010-05-16T20:35:00.003+08:00

was at home using com the whole day coz seriously there isnt much to do when exams are over. its jus im having too much time per day those kind of feeling. seeing novels now are like seeing my textbooks/notes given by teachers so don really hav the mood to continue reading novels.
and maybe im not coming to sch one tues. or im jus turning up for those days where im suppose to get my bullshit results. seeing u ppl everyday is like a torture to me. especially you, you, you, you, you&you. and also im both a freak and a sore eye in u ppl's eyes. so i might as well stay at home, though its seriously boring but at least i feel comfortable than seeing u ppl faces.like this, it benefits both sides. but bear in mind, by doing this i'm not saying that im a coward hiding frm u ppl, im jus sick and tired of seeing u ppl doing 'thingys'. and its at my own will. not u ppl.

2010-05-14T19:12:00.002+08:00

finally exams are over.
doesnt mean that troubles are gone too. they are back. to find me. and then i will hav to deal wit them alone. sigh. theres far too many thingy i regretted last dec holidays and this year. sigh i really the life im living in now. its sucks. but, i will not resign to such a fate. jus wait and see while changes are being made. for now, i jus wan to knoe how much i got. and hopefully get some awesome results back though i don hav much confident for every sub.

today.
went to marina square wit lina, played bowling. and i strike. (: yay! but li na wasnt too bad. went to mac to buy sundae and home sweet home .
for now, i jus wan to get back my results and then i can really relax and breathe in some fresh air a bit. or not im going to go crazy, somehow.

i didnt knoe ur so bitchy. to think u doesnt wan to tell me bout it, i hav to even find out frm other class student to knoe wats going on. wats going on in this class?!

2010-05-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

WATS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD MAN?!
grr... anyways.
but then nvrtheless. i hav fnish 4 papers in 2 days. now i need to focus on my ath, geo, ss and sci. poa. i will leave it till i hav the time.
sigh. but im not in study mode. damn it. everytime exams are im always ALWAYS!!! lazy. -.-""
sigh. totally don hav the mood to study. i hav been using com frm afternoon non stop till now alrd and im still at amath TYS while other ppl hav finish it and start doing the e maths TYS alrd.
sigh. maybe i will really drop class.
wish me good luck ppl. thanks.

i don think ur a bad fren. i jus don understand u.

2010-04-11T18:24:00.001+08:00

jus finish change my blogskin. should be better than the last one.
but still not completed yet. will finish it when i hav the time.
grrr, my hw is sill waiting for me. ):
bye.

ireallyhateu.

2010-03-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

came back frm camp yesterday.
to me its not a really good camp.
its super stressful and tiring.
didnt really had much activities as mostly its coz of bad weather. sigh. did stuff as told by them but instead got told off by them.):

sigh nvm. lets hope that the company will be better than this camp.
sigh. i still hav my hw waiting for me.
sighsighsigh

2010-02-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

bored.
i thought i could finish that book by today. but i jus went on using the com till now): sigh. i hate 2moro lesson.
going to hav that damn oral presentation 2moro again. i hope i can at least pass my amaths. thats all(:

2010-02-21T20:08:00.003+08:00

this is bad, my printer is spoilt.
wtf. i hate the repairman.
whenever i sent my com for repairment sth will always be missing. anyhow delete my softwares and uninstall it):
wth. 2moro hav to wake up super early. my hw is still not done yet sigh. i feel like scolding the repairman now. ):

2010-02-20T18:03:00.003+08:00

im sad):

hw, tests exams are chasing after me):

i don like this .

its so frustrating. plus there is hardly any spared time for myself.

sighsighsighsighsigh):

but still having amaths chinese, chem, ss test next week.

math assignment 4.1 for amaths, physics, summary, 20 words for pharse book, find pharses to describe bout a teenage or sth. the geo hw, etc etc......

btw, had thinking day at indoor stadium. will try to update more when i reached home.

edited.
singsingsing in choir today. felt boring at certain times but overall its good(:
met junie after that. i felt super embarrassed whenever she gives me thingys. and causing her wallet to hav a big hole in it. ):
i didnt even knoe she was there. sigh.
i will buy her stuff the next time i see her. i promise.
chatted wit her and a sec4 fren for a while then off to meet connie and brenda at KLP.
then brenda went off first while connie and i still continue walking. then went lib to collect my books i reserved, ntuc and home sweet home.
omg, i still haven finish doing my hw, how?
math i do till im so confused that i don feel like continuing it. its like every question i do, the ans are all wrong.): not even one is correct.
summary i will do ltr. so far i only finish my physics hw.): omg. this is real pathetic.
there is something wrong wit my microsoft word, i cant do my geo content page now . wat should i do? sigh.
$#@%#@%#@%#@%#@%@#SDBHCFGBE v732c i61
superfrustrated.

2010-02-03T20:35:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i last updated.

part of it was, my com had some problems. then finally today i can get to use the com after so many days or weeks(:
and there were endless hw for me.
seriously, i hate the feeling of any teacher holding us back, it makes us hav less time to do our hw and for those ppl who live like so far from the sch has even lesser time to finish their hw.
then in the end had to rush and then hand up to teacher jus to make sure u hand in on time?
then when the teacher return it to us, careless mistake here and there. wats the point? everyday the cycle goes on and on like its suppose to be like this in the first place. im really tired, and it jus happen that its only the beginning of the year when i said all this. ): how am i going to survive for the next few terms?
this is not meant to provoke teachers but jus my point of view as a student.

anyways had drills today.
drilled half way, went to command the sec3s awhile and then the sec 2. sigh. i jus couldnt say the command on correct foot. forgive me for my mistakes(: its my first time.
then my father came to fetch me and connie home .
oh. yea. i failed today's running during pe.
and brenda was really silly as to follow me to run so slowly. and in the end had to record down her name on the paper. when she can pass the run. as me, its totally hopeless. no point running faster. sigh):
will update on this sunday. (:
i had to do my chinese compo now. and pass it up 2moro. luckily, its thurs 2moro.(:
i wish i could see the sun in life.

2010-01-23T15:27:00.002+08:00

using the lib's com now.

went kc today for the rehearsal. but half way through my stomach was having some problems and had to rest):

im not looking forward for monday's class.

thats all. bye.

2010-01-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

was another boring day.
was super duper busy and tired. i think frm the first day of sch till now i don really hav enough sleep for everyday):
lessons as usual . nth worth to mention.
after sch had guides. practice the songs for the thinking day. my throat was really dry. i felt so sleepy singing all those songs. its like asking me to go to bed in a way. i don knoe why but i jus feel like it.
planning to do my hw 2moro and sun. today will be my personal holiday.
(:

i thought that u were real good this year. but i doubt so. through today wat u had said.

2010-01-21T17:12:00.004+08:00

finally i can spared some time to update my blog. though im using the lib's com now-.-
watever. but still, im really busy every single day.
so don really hav much time to update.):
anyways had drills yesterday its sort of weird in a way. maybe its been a long period since i had drills the last time.
and today almost sleep in class during poa. i don knoe why but i think its coz i had too little time to sleep):
ok thats all im going to say. seriously, this is not like last year i had plenty more hw to do and even more busier. so only maybe once in a blue moon i will update my blog again. (:

2009-12-30T20:01:00.002+08:00

hellos. did banner thingy today.
then went to sent brenda to mrt and back to national lib.
use the com there for a while then went home straight, nth much.
jus another boring day to me.

i wonder in my life, how many boring days will i hav?

acually, sometimes having emotions is a disadvantage to me.

frustuated.

2009-12-29T21:16:00.002+08:00

finally i got the mood to change my blogskin.
but still im not satisfied wit the design.
will find some other ones 2moro.
the songs are also temporary only. wait till i find better songs first.
if u wan , u may giv comments.(:
thats all, bye.

2009-12-25T20:17:00.002+08:00

went out wit family to IKEA. see furniture.
sigh. then went to 21a geylang and had my dinner there. then finally back home. as my grandma is at home. nobody take care of her. ask certain ppl to come and take care. didnt come. so nvm. we jus went out like that(:
i hav to a personal question to ask bout: hav u guys ever had a cousin who doesnt even treats worse than a outsider?

2009-12-23T20:33:00.002+08:00

went sch today for the banner stuff.
was chatting all the way i jus. but at least got do sth(:
went to marina square wit shermaine dionis and bei bei. coz cant decide where to go.
): accompany them to eat lunch at KFC. then chatchatchat.
time's up and i went home first while the others were still there.
sigh. i cant wait for 3rd jan2010.(:
thats all bye.

2009-12-19T19:06:00.002+08:00

had roller blading wit brenda, her cousins, her, shermaine, bei bei and dionis.
was injured. :( when going down the slope.
my poor knuckles. bleeding.
but before that we had luch together-all paid by one of her cousin.): bu hao yi si. the food there its like super expensive. i should hav eaten mac instead-cheaper(:
after that went to rent the blades wit brenda, while the others rent bicycle. 2-wheel bicycle its damn difficult to learn. the bicycle is like so damn heavy.
finally, dinner time. ate wit brenda, shermaine and brenda's mother.
thanks alot to her cousin for treating such an expensive meal.
bye.

ireallyhategoingoutwither.whymustualwayswantobetogetherwitherwhenusaythatudonlikehertoo?

2009-12-17T20:28:00.002+08:00

finally. i hav the mood to blog. or rather say im real lazy. (:
lol. ever since after the chalet, i had been staying at home everyday tilltoday. and finally im going out 2moro and finally sch's starting in bout 2 weeks time(:
i wont have to be stuck at home everyday.
recently, major problems hav been solved. sigh.

IHATEHER.

2009-12-03T20:29:00.002+08:00

chalet ended yesterday. quite fun. get to watch tv. and bath wit hot water. much much more better than camping(:
but, at night. it seems like a disaster to everybody. sorry if i did sth funny. but i cant really recalled the part when i had gone totally crazy.
im super duper sorry.
but actually this is exception. coz its my first time into such......
so yea.
watchinng videos now. bye!

2009-11-29T18:58:00.002+08:00

anyone wans to go roller blading? coz i wan to clock in hours for my recreation activities for the NYAA. part of it, is also coz im really bored at home.
if anybody wans, sms me.
thats all, bye.

will i survive?

2009-11-28T19:40:00.002+08:00

im back finally. went for a 5day4nite company camp. on the 17-21nov.
it was real tiring and many sort of arguments i make in my heart(:::
most importantly, i had real fun wit those sec 1s.
they love to say funny thingys. (::
day1, we had to pitch our tent, build our gadgets and stuff.
day2, some had their pioneer, while the rest were doing outdoor cooking.
day3, snow city and Chinese garden. had amazing race at Chinese garden. its my first time going to these 2 places.
day4, .....i forgot.
day5, was the last day, good news for everybody. strike tents carried all the poles and stuff to the bus. lol. i saw a baby python when i was at the camp store wit Sabrina mdm to see whether we left any of our sch's fire wood over there. rofl. then quickly went back to tell miss haryati. she kept asking me whether i was bitten by the python anot. luckily, the python didnt even touch me.
finally when everythingy was brought up to the bus, i felt so tired that i slept all the way back to sch. and rush to see my new classes. omg, everybody is all separated. i cant imagine. i feel like dropping class. but nvm. i.....hav my ideas.
bye.

2009-10-30T15:14:00.002+08:00

hellos.
i now is like missing all the thingys i had in singapore.
though im like going for a short period of time.
sigh.
got one pathetic cert. coz the top 10th position in class will hav one cert. stating that u are one of the top 10 th position.
omg. some ppl got 2 cert. ):
anyways this the last time im using com before i go malaysia.
will be going off soon.
oh yea, theres one thingy im damn disappointed. i only lose to her by one damn marks for the highest in home econs. then i can get that damn cert.
but sigh. they only giv to the highest. no second highest.
my birthday is 2moro.
thought that i can celebrate in singapore but then.................................
nvm. thats all for today. will be updating when i come back to singapore.
bye.
(:

2009-10-29T19:02:00.002+08:00

went to bukit chandu yesterday, as well as the the biggest cemetery in singapore. kranji cemetery.
was quite interesting at bukit chandu. was damn thankful to those p-pl who sacrifice their lives in return for the peace we are having now. THANK YOU!
BTW, took back our result slips today. was the 7th position in class. but still no good to me. this year i fail 1 sub. last year i didnt even fail a single sub. -.-
sigh. nvm, my parents are satisfied can alrd. they jus say 'ok lohr'. surprising, they didnt scold. *relieved*
im going to malaysia 2moro nite. wish me bon voyage. wont be in singapre bout one week or so.
lastly, my birthday is coming wish me happy birthday, it would be nice.
thats all. bye.

2009-10-25T16:22:00.002+08:00

HELLOS.
should i go to sch 2moro?
im so bored and frustrated. reason one, my shoes haven dry. reason two, i cut my hair. till .............
sigh.
i will put this aside first.
spaming that person profile muahahaha.
playing some disgusted games too.
but anyways its jus a game not real life don need to be disgusted as well(:
bye.

2009-10-24T17:57:00.002+08:00

recently, im danm frustrated.
too many problems are coming at one shot.
is there any places for me to release all my stressfulness/angryness or watever bullshit places?

2009-10-21T19:31:00.002+08:00

hellos.
had all the results seen and went through the papers.
but for overall results have to wait for 2 moro.
i really wish i can go to h3-1a.
but then its like omg. i was expecting my math to be low low low. and other subs which im good at can pass well and for those subs im jus ok wit pass around 60 marks.
but it ends up the other way round, my maths was A2. omg. and others was like fail and borderline pass. for those who are fren wit me, should how much i get.
im going to take my dinner now.
bye

btw, i think u are omg. indescribably.

2009-10-16T18:54:00.001+08:00

didnt do well for any subs.
fail some.
thats all.
bye.
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its drifting apart. broken.

2009-10-14T18:03:00.002+08:00

i'm back. exams are finally over. had math paper 2 and DnT paper today.
didnt finish the orthographic drawings and had some difficulties in the math paper.
anyways its over. and for the past few days,
english and chinese oral and papers are ok.
history i jus hope that can pass on the dot or even further if i can.
sci and geo were all so-so.
art was a horrible paper. i spent lots of time looking outside the classroom.
lit is jus as usual.
i may or may not pass lit.

anways its over now im waiting for my results. and planning for my activities for the holidays.

PLANNSSSS:
GOING FACIAL WIT SOMEBODY.
GOING BBQ.
CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY.
GOING TO EAT BREAKFAST WIT SOMEBODY SPECIAL 2MORO(15/10/09).
EAST COAST.
SEOUL GARDEN.
thats all so far. (:

2009-09-23T17:45:00.002+08:00

my mood is equally bad like that damn day.

i really feel like scolding her rite in front face to face and thrash everythingy out.

bye.

i cant trust u.

2009-09-22T20:04:00.003+08:00

ppl, u should be smart enough to knoe why till now then i post some rubbish.
coz exams are coming.( for the sake of those who don even knoe wats going on).
so yea.

sch's boring once again.
after sch had the maths professional, mr wong. to teach li na, me and connie maths.
had jokes in between . omg mr wong fail his chinese. no wonder he didnt teach chinese.
and more damn thingys bout him.

ok, i try not to copy so many thingys frm him in class and pay more attention to the teacher though the class is boring like usual. coz i don wan ppl to misunderstand and besides he cant tell me the ans for my whole life. so yea. i will try but its really difficult., i think im habit of it. and taking him as for granted. im sorry but sigh. i will really try.

don feel like doing anything jus wan to think of the dnt project. its like the home econs coursework sucking so much of my time.
but nvm
i will ask that teacher for help.
thats all. bye. remember i wont be updating till the exams ends which is on the 14 th oct. but mostly i will updating on the day after. so yea.

GOOD LUCK FOR ALL UR EXAMS.

2009-09-16T17:51:00.002+08:00

MOOD ISNT VERY GOOD.
WILL BE A SHORT POST FOR TODAY.
DIDNT REALLY PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS. WAS LIKE A LOST ZOMBIE DURING ALL TIMES.
HOPE 2MORO WILL BE A BETTER DAY. BYE PPL.

WATS THE REASON?

2009-09-14T16:01:00.003+08:00

hellos. had been damn many days since i last post sth.
currently at geylang east lib.
had boring lessons today.
didnt really paid much attention to the teachers. sigh. will edit this post when i reach home.. bye

edited.
forgot to update yesterday after i reached home.
anyways after i reached home nth much to say bout.
anyways had lessons today.
but no math(: got 15/30 for my lit.
i think my lit no hope alrd.
so i shall work hard on my better subs.
i don think i hav time to go and 'deal' wit my lit .
saw my cca points today. 11points total. sigh. very little. even that piggy win me. grrrr..... i hav to win her. next year im going to work really hard to get as many points as possible(:
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anyways next year im not going to express most slightly.
so yea. based on my pathetic CA and mid year results shows that i hav a slim chance to go for it):
sigh.
i wan to go for express that way i wont be wasting my damn time while my other express frens are in poly having funnn....):
anyways i am trying to aim for hope 3-1A . im not being BHB. coz based on my results shows that i hav a slim to go hope 3-1A. and some ppl may hav that 'thinking'.
sigh. btw, bye.

shes not sophisticated. she is jus trying to flirt wit guys and act cute in front of all ppl. i hope ppl will realise it asap and........ leave her.

2009-08-29T17:14:00.002+08:00

WHEN HE DRINKS, WHY WONT HE THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES FIRST? ALL THE PROBLEMS/QUARRELS WOULD BE GONE.
ITS UNFAIR TO EVERYBODY.

CONFUSED/FRUSTRATED.

2009-08-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

i don understand wat the hell mr wong is talking bout.
feel very sleepy in class today.
stay back after sch to do sth for teachers' day.
doing dnt now. currently.
will be saying happy birthday to somebody in a few hours time(:
bye.

2009-08-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

fail math test today. sch lesson was very boring. don knoe slpet how many damn times in class(: im reallt tired. even if im not tired, the way the teachers teach makes me feel so sleepy. i don knoe why maybe the prob lies on the teachers or me. i tried to go to bed as early as possible. but i still feel so sleepy in class. sigh. had math remedial after sch. left early. coz math rememdial is soooo boringg.. thingys around me is like always boring. cant this world hav anything that interests me?
im going to be bored to death/.

2009-08-23T15:53:00.002+08:00

finish up my chinese compo. half done for the invitation cArd as i don knoe wat to write bout. i wan to revise my damn work and stuff but i don hav the motivation. urgh!
I NEED MOTIVATION.

2009-08-20T20:16:00.001+08:00

hellos.

nth much bout sch. had pft. i failed. im preparing to go TAF club.

going to do my chinese compo now . bye.

2009-08-19T19:17:00.003+08:00

i hope that pft will be gone forever. went to kitchen do some badge work for the laundress badge. hav to start on the new badge work callled hostess badge. and my guest turns out to be miss ng. but there is someone worse than me(: (no offence.) thats all bye.

im frustrated.

2009-08-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

hellos. i knoe its been i real long time ever since the last time i post.
ok, i will say my damn probs in my other blog. sigh.

maybe sch is not suitable for me at all.
thingys are not going smoothly and one after another pr0blems popping out like popcorn waiting for me to solve them. RIDICULOUS.
sch's lesson is also boring for me everyday. i don like any lessons today. its like totally useless. art was told to finish up work but i didnt finish. next week pass up. recess wit dionis and jia yun. THE REST OF THE LESSONS ARE NOT WORTH TO MENTION AT ALL.

after sch. went to eat lunch with many ppl. took pics using D&B cameras. cool. but my face will look retarded in the pics when they are out. didnt really went for math remedial coz...... then, stand at the class locker for very long. chat and play games wit dionis. i had fun, really. then mr hou came. asked us questions like ,' are u waiting for ur remedial?' we reply 'no.' then he said 'why are u doing here?'
we replied 'play games.' his reaction was like 'WAT?!' very loud. then i think bout a while, he came and ask questions. his reaction was very big. super funny.
oh yea, i forgot. i gtg now bye.

seriously, wats the problem wit them ? that guy sir name called teo and his damn frens. u guys say some more and im gonna go sew ur damn mouth into a big lump jus watch it. it has been days or maybe weeks. u are still talking non stop bout it. are u sick or wat? i knoe u are retarded . pls get urself to see a psychologist. let him or her EXAMINE U CAREFULLY. find out wat damn probs u hav in U!

2009-08-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

hellos. im getting lazy and more lazy. most slightly going to break to world record soon.
ok. i will post from the next day of sch ndp all the way till today. should be quite long.

the next day of sch ndp:
went out wit my mother. to go temple prayyyyy... so smoky and stuffy there):
went to buy donuts for my sunday's breakfast coz im am marching in the contigent(:
walk here and there. then took bus home.

sun, real ndp:
had my donuts wit toppings(: delicious. bath, wear uniform and went to the mrt to wait for hui shan, joanne, emily and zhao xuan. almost got fine. coz they are all late. and my father's car is not suppose to be stopped there. finally they came and we went off immediatelt. emily crapped alot in the car. watever. then finallly reached. took GGS bus and headed to the F1 pit there. rehearsal. rest. dinner. and finally the real show came. march on the stage. city march and finally rest and soveniors (: blah blah blah. reached kallang mrt. ppl kept saying 'bye' and some of them even cried. coz all cant bear to leave each other and stuff. sad case. zhao xuan and me was waiting for my father to fetch us. took pics wit junie, swee keow and others while waiting. and finally my father came and said bye to junie and ppls. so tired. but its worth it.

monday-holiday:
went out wit lina at bugis and the new shopping mall .
movie, neoprints, UFO catchers . i loved UFO catchers. really love it to the core, man.
chatted here and there. very long did went out wit her alrd. the feelings are different and stuff. we drifted apart and blah. and finally my father fetch me home while she took bus home herself.
today:
sch is boring like hell. teachers are forever uninteresting. sigh. i still a pile of dnt ws waiting for me, i don wan to do. sketching is no good for me(:
ok thats all bye.

2009-08-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

had sch ndp today.
ok, i fidget a little. coz the sweat is at my eyes and my neck there. i bear till cannot alrd. but im definitely not SLEEPING!!!! grr.. and i promise during the nation ndp i will not repeat again. omg, i think all the other UGs heard bout "joycelyn..... blah". sigh. im not bothering it anymore. wan gossip, gossip. i will see wat i can 'do' for those gossipers.(: . my english hw and dnt hw is like being dumped aside by me. coz i wan to catch up my anime series. i had far too many to catch up. i gotta work hard. bye.

hellos. this is meant for U, BAStARD!

2009-08-06T18:59:00.002+08:00

seriously, i don knoe why so many freaking ppl be fren wit u and so on. the main point is: unless u understand my personality and my reasons for doing it. or else don anyhow make ur fucking conclusion. i really hate u this damn person. last time, i admire ur results. now. i hate u to the CORE. i haVe nvr since such a damn loser person b4. think through it. ok, i admit that it was my damn wrong to make the paper drop on the floor and walk off. thats coz there is too many frustrations i hav. u hav no ideas how many damn problems im suffering around my surroundings. and u jus *shouted* at me. assuming ur conclusion is rite and so on. cant u jus shut ur damn mouth and pick it up since u don wan the PATHETIC PAPER to lie round the floor. let me tell u this . for the first and the last time. unless u understand wat im going through if not get away or shut ur bloody mouth up tightly. i haven even take my revenge bout last time how u treated me and blah. i dont care if im wrong or rite. .... i really don knoe how to fully explain my damn emotions and thoughts here. think through it. sometimes, i really hope that u don exist in this world. or either i don hav emotions, thoughts and feelings. so that i don hav all this DAMN frustrations now or rather from the past. im still not done wit u yet. better open ur eyes as wide as possible to be careful enough.
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if this goes on, i will be crazy, all 'thanks' to u.

2009-07-28T19:21:00.003+08:00

sch is like a total rubbish. not worth to mention for today.

******************************************************************
dont knoe think jus coz u are smart everything is always in ur way. i tell u , no way!
i hate you. one day, i believe . retribution is coming soon on its way to u. watch its coming. don cry.
or else u are even much more worse than a lousy loser. L
i will not endure like some other retards do, i going to burst as and when i like. so watch it, loser. in terms of study, u maybe the winner for the day. but in terms of others, u are definitely a loser. be careful.

2009-07-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

suddenly i dont feel like going to sch.
that feeling had been troubling me for like a couples of weeks.
is going to insane soon. the real insane is really coming up if nth is going to change for the better.
sigh.
why there are some ppl who can live so much better than me?
living in a perfect world, perfect parents, perfect friends, perfect results....
i envy those ppl, seriously. no financial problems. don hav to worry for a single thing. jus freely be herself/himself.
this may seems like a fairy tale, but i had come across ppl who are like that. on the streets. almost everywhere i think.
sigh. ok.
i knoe the front part is boring. but that wat i feel recently. thinking again and again, in class, at home, doing hw.
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doing project now. the dnt project. sigh. i don really collected the materials for the crutches project. so far i only got toliet rolls and cardboard.
sigh. pathetic. maybe im really not good at doing such thingys. going to watch tv. will continue 2moro. i think.
bye, ppl. (:

2009-07-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

hellos. im rushing out of time.
so i will jus type i very short post.

sch was like normal, wasn't fun at all. stay-ed back wit Connie and went round the national lib to do nth. talk and talk over there, read some retarded stories books and went back home. i think thats all. bye ppl. (:

2009-07-17T19:15:00.002+08:00

hellos. sch is boring today.
i don think i hav anything to post currently.
playing stupid games now.
bye.

i don understand u. i dislike the giv and take feeling u giv me.

2009-07-13T17:40:00.003+08:00

okay;;; i knoe for the past few days i didnt update. coz my father banned me frm using.
he said that i hav to finish up all my hw b4 using.
ok.
yesterday:
did my hw. nth much.
sat:
had ndp. and was raining. but the trainers only let us go into the shelter when the rain was super heavy.): of course i was all wet. went back into the holding area-F1 pit(air-cn).
i was freezing inside.
i thought i was gonna get froze bite. coz my feets were shivering.
got scolded............sg.sdgh.dfhgdfsgjfvnsdvhdfvgdnspvihd.
!@$#@%$^$%&%%#@%!#@#!~

reached home bout 11.30pm, bathed, eat supper and sleep.
today:
had another bored day in sch.
only during math lesson there were sth interesting.
the rest of the periods were all bored to the core.
went home straight after sch.
ok, thats all for today.
bye. will be uploading photos if im free(:

TO ALL PLASTIC FRENS:
I REALLY DON KNOE HOW TO COMMUNICATE WIT U. CANT U JUS UNDERSTAND. MY THOUGHTS. MY EMOTIONS. HAD BEEN FRENS FOR SO LONG. I DONT THINK ITS UR FIRST DAY .

2009-07-02T18:09:00.002+08:00

sch's boring recently. i don knoe why. jus don hav that kind of mood to hav fun like others.
sigh*
i don knoe why this happens to me but i jus feel it that way.
DnT lessons for the first 3 periods. need to do a show and tell. pair work . it doesnt hav anything special or anything to interest me. sigh*
class is boring all the way after recess.
so i didnt really pay much attention to the person talking. math double period was pathetic.
i didnt really get that damn formula and steps into my brain. most slightly my brain cells are all gone or died somewhere.
i knoe if this goes on my grades will drop even further. but i really don hav that kind of damn motivation to push me or sth):
anyways my day is pretty sad for today also.
hope 2moro is a better day for me. sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.
bye. ppl.

2009-07-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

'frustrated' is the best word i can find to describe my day.
ok. i shall not elaborate till so obvious in case that person is too sensitive.
you are lame.
idiotic.
i knoe i shouldnt talk ppl like this but its true.
sometimes its very hard to communicate with you, i think.
and you also giv me hopes and then ltr destroy it.
like those kind of giv and take feeling.
im a human who have emotions, thoughts and feelings. if u don wan me. think of my feelings and im not a toy for u to 'pass' around like a ball.
think through twice before u start anything stupid or lame act.
don blame me for this. im jus speaking wat i feel bout u.
im referring to a person. stop guessing around who is it. if i feel like telling then i will say eventually. im in a foul mood. don provoke me.
bye.

2009-06-28T20:14:00.002+08:00

hellos.
stayed at home the whole day.
its very quiet. i finally get to enjoy such quietness.
but after a while, its boring too.
went to do some hw. im lazy to the core.
report not done. hw not done.
but however im doing the report now. its frustrating.
having my time wasted on such thingys. sigh* i should get back to work now. packing my bag. though i don knoe wat to bring. i will bring the normal stuff.
ok, thats all. bye.(:

2009-06-26T15:10:00.002+08:00

Quiz from Shermaine
1. The person who tagged you?
Shermaine.
2. Your relationship with her?
frens.
3. Your first impression of her?
ok. average.
4. The most memorable moments with her is?
forgot.
5. The most memorable thing she had said to you?
forgot.
6. If she becomes your lover, what should she improve on?
she will nvr be my lover.
7. If she becomes your enemy, what will you do?
its hard to predict.
8. The most desired thing you want to do for her is?
depends on my mood.
9. Your overall impression with her?
ok. average.
10. The characteristic you hate most about yourself is?
no motivation.
11. The most ideal person you want to be with it?

currently no.

12. For people who care and love you, say something to them.

millions for u ppls(:

13. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you.

1) bs

2)gfb

3) gfb

4)gf

5) gfn

6) nghf

7) nf

8) ngf.

9) fn

10) fn

14. Who is 6 having relationship with?
depends

15. Is 9 a female or male?
idk

16. What is 2 studying for at the moment?

Don't know.

17. Who is the last person to chat with?

michelle.

18. What kind of music does 8 like?
i don knoe.

19. Does 1 have any siblings?

no.

20. Is 4 single?

no.

21. What is the surname for 5?

{forgot.

22. What is the hobby of 3?

forgot.

23. Does 7 & 9 gets along?

idk.

24. Where is 10 studying at?

gmss.

25. Say something casual about your eyes.

panda eyes.

26. Have you tried developing feeling for 2?
no.

27. Where does 9 stay?

planet earth.

28. What colour does 4 like?
don knoe.

29. Are 5 & 1 good friends?

no.

30. Does 2 like 7?

no.

31. How did you get to know 8?

idk.

32. Does 3 have any pets?

no.

33. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?

no.

34. Are you sexy?

no.

35. What are you doing now?

Breathing. watching shows.

2009-06-25T18:42:00.002+08:00

ok. many thingys happened when i didnt came to update my blog.
1st:
ok, i don knoe wtas the real reason that i got high fever.
for3DAYS,39-40degree celcius.
this is my first time.
its scares ppl away.
coz recently theres an article bout a girl Pri.6 in GMS(P) fever till she die. so its like the fever can kill a person. for more details pls read this week's newspapers.
next, did some prep. work for the gg carnival.
we were split up into 2 groups to do different thingys at the same time.-save time(:
for my group, we took bus to the nearest supermarket and buy the tibits and syrup needed.
but the supermarket was terrible.
after 'shopping', went to don knoe wat 'banquet' to fill our stomach.
the noodles will scared u off. $3.50 for a bowl of fishball noodles.
plus, their food isnt up to stadard at all. my house downstairs sell the food is even nicer and cheaper then theirs.
after that, boarded bus back to sch. its funn along the way-chatted wit yu qing and jolin. ideal ppl to chat wit(:
went back sch, decorate some banners here and there. some how its boring.
but wat to do.
sigh.
finally. the imperfect work is done and off we go.
oh ya, sec2 report. imalways forgetting doing that*thingy.
i will do it now.
(: bye ppl.

2009-06-21T18:42:00.004+08:00

hey, im bored now ok. doing that damn project and yee's hw.
did yee's hw wit sophia. but didnt finish in the end.
went to fill our stomach instead.
went blk115 he coffee shop there.
i didnt finish the food except for the noodles.
bought another egg tart to fill my stomach to the extreme(:
then walk around aljunied and then my house.
sth happened.
shall not elaborate further.
and finally
Happy Father's Day
to ALL FATHERS/DADDIES IN THE WORLD!!!!(:
BYE.

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thnks ppls who speak up for me by telling off the spammers. millions thnks for all sincere helpers(: may ur wishes come true!

2009-06-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

very busy.
wee kim wee competition,
ndp practices,
carnival.
sigh*
pack-ed schedule.
watching love or bread. quite stupid. (:
but no drama series to watch .
sighsighsigh.
oh yea, still got project work and yee's hw.
omg, so many thingys.
i will start doing 2moro. bye.

everything-changed

2009-06-16T20:26:00.002+08:00

hellos.
its a long time since i edit my blog and stuff.
ok, i hope all misunderstandings are over.
lets start all fresh.
but if u all choose to believe that monster's speaking. then i really had nth to say ok, girls.
seriously, its good u confessed. i appreciate that.
but wats the point when u all believe that monster over me?
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sigh* playing restaurant city now.
its laggish and bored.
*yawns.
any new games to recommend to me?
i will appreciate that. (:
bye.

2009-06-11T13:53:00.002+08:00

thanks passer-by and whoever spoke up for me.
_______________________________________________________________________
its not that i don wan to reply her but i m simply jus ignoring her.
nth much.
hey gal, don say thingys by sms-ing me half way through and stop.
i got to knoe the whole story.
k. think and think and think again.
b4 u sms me.
bye.

2009-06-10T19:00:00.002+08:00

hellos.
many unluck thingys happened to me recently.
went to a temple today, hope the gods can wash all my bad luck away:)
eating sushi now.
watching shows at the same time.
ok, i am ignoring thingys now.
bye.

2009-06-08T18:13:00.002+08:00

:(
something happened.
:::::(
while my mother 在收衣服 from the bamboo poles. on the way, big wind came and my uniform flew downstairs.
it flew to 8 floor. my mother and i go to the unit at 8 floor .* knock*knock.
then someone said the owner seldom comes back home. usually once in every 1to2weeks.
i was like -.-"
i can forget bout it bringing back home.
maybe my uniform doesnt like me. ):
now, waiting for my father to come back and see if he can help anot.
sigh* how i wich that my skirt that flew down. coz the uniform got mostly my badges sewn on it. :(
sighsighsighsighsigh T.T
how am i gonna go ndp practice without it?
i cant imagine..
sigh* my father is back so lets pray my uniform will be saved by him and not being blown to somewhere far far away.
bye.

2009-06-05T14:57:00.002+08:00

im playing restaurant city and other stuff.
i don think there is anything to post today. but yesterday hav:)

yesterday:
went out wit ppl.
watch monster vs aliens(3d)
erm , yea i knoe its lame. but my fren wanted to watch so i accompany them watch. its quite stupid and a little too kua zhang. but wearing the 3d spects made my eyes a little pain after the movie :)
play arcade games and browsed some clothes at some shops. thats all, bye. :)

2009-06-01T17:11:00.001+08:00

hellos.
im in a foul mood now.
so don come provoke me.
i don knoe how to start neither i wan to.
so yea, bye.

2009-05-29T17:47:00.002+08:00

got my pathetic results slip frm that damn teacher-.-
talk so much.
waste my time.
my attitude this and that. and blah.
but nvr the less, he compliment me. (:
sayin that overall i didnt do quite bad.
another sad thing, he say i will get a smaller chance to go to hope 3-1a.
T.T
i was pathetic enough see my damn results slip.
i think he spent a lot of time to talk to my parents.-bad points.
i was sitting there not paying attention.(:
then finally.
leave the class and go home.
on the way saw jonell, chee seong and pei yi (:
car-ed home.
reach home.
my mother go compare my last year results to this year.
obviously, i did better last year.-seeing the grades dropping here and there.///.
so she started nagging here and there ,this and that.
but luckily she didnt beatme. (:
Phew*
no tution,nvr band my com, my phone or com.
very thankful to my parents.
im free now.
bye.

2009-05-28T19:08:00.002+08:00

hellos.
had project presentation in the intructional area or sth.- got air-con.
was pretty nervous. coz other groups did like much more better that ours.
especially Faith 2-1.
they present many thingys.
power point, web portal and a book about their group during the process of the project.
the our group was like only presenting a power point.- without any pics.
so its like very wordy.
but i like if its a tee design.
mr wong, said we improved.
well, at least got a compliment.
i am doing report. while the others are doing the web portal.
so yea.

today:
clean the damn classroom for the parents 2moro.
i was like thinking why must we clean. is not like the parents will come and inspect the classroom or wat.
they jus come and get the results slips will their children and walk off.
-.-
watever. anyways, i didnt really clean. i clean a small portion of the wall and the windows. i felt bored so i sit down reading twilight while waiting for other ppl to finish cleaning.
got gg tee and its very big. even 's' size also very big. luckily i didnt take medium.
ok, i gonna play restaurant city now.
coz the ppl i hired is starving.
bye :7

2009-05-26T16:56:00.003+08:00

at someone house now.
.
ok.
gonna go home now.
so yea.
will edit this post again ltr.
bye
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EDITED
im sure u hav better things to say .
if u hav no evidence pls don tel my fren that i no good, ask my fren to get away frm me.
luckily, my fren is smart she didnt listen to ur fcuking words./
for god sake, u don understand me, my character and u said those fcuking words to my fren. telling her in a sarcastic way that im a bad, faster get rid of me this fren& blah.
wat makes u think that ur a good fren? do u wan me to do that to ur frens? no, if i do that it will dirty my mouth .
its not worth for such freako.
maybe there are ppl saying ur bad points or spreading rumors bout u.
u may not knoe.
don u hav better things to do?
at first i thought u are a great ppl.
now.
u _l_, SCUK!
don u dare come fool around telling insane thingys to my fren.
wan face to face say.
but even if face to face personally say, i donn think i can wiThstand the atmosphere talking to such freako.
just watch ks, u this freako?!
LOUSY LOSER.

2009-05-25T18:29:00.002+08:00

stay back in sch lib, trying to complete the project work.
had laughters and blah.
but still cant finish at there.
i would rather read ten thousand books than doing it .
its kinda frustrating when doing it.
arguments and blahs.
sigh.
now waiting for that leader to send the report he do, so that i can edit.
shall not elaborate it. (:
anyways, while waiting for him, gonna go play games first (:
as for my pathetic results, i jus drag day by day, see whether i can drag till the day when i get my results.
ok, back to games .
bye.

2009-05-24T15:39:00.003+08:00

went for ndp yesterday, had kfc for lunch-free.was tiring but theres nth i can do bout it, trained home wit zhao xuan. then my father came to fetched me frm the aljunied mrt back home.
then, dionis sms me that emily and i are gonna be the presenters for the wee kim wee competition . i didnt wan to do it. in fact, i hate being the presenter but then dionis sms me that the form is submitted theres nth she or me can do.
so i present badly or wat, bei, dionis don come blame me.
coz i am not a good presenter.
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2009-05-22T18:16:00.002+08:00

ok, so basically, u should knoe wat my results is like-...
since i said in my previous post that i wrote rubbish here and there .
so yea, my results are quite patheic got many many Cs while As are like once in blue moon then get.
:(
ok, my mood is low today .
anyways, in conclusion,
i fail geo-48/100
hgistory i not sure as the OAS haven give back only knoe the marks for section b, c and d.
28/70.- faillll.....
my lit-55/100
but i scared final year it will pull down the scores coz my current 2 test i fail. very badly.
these are the three subs i scared. sigh* i catn go to hope 3-1a. this is making me go crazy the more i think or prob bout it.
i envy those who can. so for those who can go better grab ur chance. as this a golden opportunity.
so yea, finish reporting.
bye.

2009-05-19T17:20:00.002+08:00

finally, i get to use the com, my dad unlocked the com last night.
and most importantly, the exams or rather the disaster is over.
but i don think i can do better or like last year like that . -.-
the main reason, i slacked-too much/
and during the exams period many thingys happen.
erm, they are too many to list.
so basically they are the unhappy ones.
but watever it is , to me its not important for now.
ok today:
had HE paper and chinese listening compre. :)
knew most of the ans for HE but there are also some where i cant even think of wat to write.
but in the end, i jus wrote rubbish to fill up the blank.
while CL listening compre some of the ans i jus guess. :)
for math paper:
paper 1 to me was quite ok, jus that i stomach pain and didnt do the last few questions.
while for paper 2, its sort of difficult for me as it got some 'A' maths questions.-.-
no wonder .
for lit:
i am failing too as for most of the questions i wrote rubbish again.
:(
for geo&history:
quite ok too, both.
but the history some i wrote rubbish.
so now, waiting for the results to be out and then i can enjoy my holidays. :)
ok thats all i gtg to update other thingys too. bye.

2009-05-03T17:35:00.001+08:00

hmmm.....
did nth these few days.
jus eat, sleep, use com.
the usual ones.
nth specially.
anyways i m very bored.
off to find stuff and do. byee..